"She said
to herself, “If only I can touch his cloak, I shall be cured.
Jesus turned around and saw her, and said,
“Courage, daughter! Your faith has saved you.” And from that hour the woman was
cured." (Matthew 9: 21 - 22)
"Those who dare approach my throne of mercy
will receive mercy." I felt these words in my heart one day kneeling
close to the Blessed Sacrament. Kneeling close to the Blessed Sacrament
apparently was not good enough. I must imitate what I notice women and
men do. They walk up right in front of the Monstrance, place their hands
on the Monstrance containing the Blessed Sacrament and pour out their hearts to
Jesus. Before I felt these words of encouragement in my heart, I too had
stood in front of the Blessed Sacrament to ask for special blessings. But
I have not made it a habit. Those words of inspiration that I felt invite
me to make it a habit to approach the throne of grace to find mercy at a time
of need.
The woman with the issue of blood in the
scripture above (Matthew 9: 21 - 22) felt strongly the unusual and powerful
inspiration to touch the cloak of Jesus. Faith is a response to God's
initiative. God is the source of all inspiration and power. Because
of her profound needs, she succumbed to the pull of this inspiration and dared
touch the cloak of Jesus. The result was instant healing for her.
At the early morning Mass today, I thought of
what the woman did. I will not only touch Jesus in the Eucharist but will
receive Him in my hand, my tongue and my heart. Why am I not healed of my
ills and the burdens of my heart? It is said that man's extremity is
God's opportunity and man's security is Satan's opportunity. Why do we
appear afraid to approach God with our desperate needs? Lord Jesus, grant
me the grace always to dare approach your throne of mercy