You are anxious and worried about many things. There is need of only one thing.

"Blessed are they who have kept the word with a generous heart
and yield a harvest through perseverance."  (Cf Luke 8: 15 RM)

Fruitfulness in the kingdom comes through perseverance.  How do we persevere in living the Christian life?  One single day at a time.  At the beginning of the day, ask for the grace to be faithful.  Give thanks at the end of the day.  Repeat the same the next day.  Forget the past.   Entrust the future into the loving hands of God.

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