When trials come

“Similarly, those who are sown on patches of rock are people when first they hear the word, welcome it at once with joy. But they have no root deep down and do not last; should some trial come, or some persecution on account of the word, at once they fall away.” (Mark 4: 16 – 17)

When I first heard the word, I received it with joy. But I had no depth of understanding. The theology was inadequate. There was no anticipation of trials and persecutions which came in the form of delays of desires and plans, obstacles and disappointments. Temptations to sin were not anticipated. The concept of the cross before the crown was not known.

As I tried to walk in the light, trials came. The foundation could not support the building. I felt disappointed and discouraged. Then Jesus Christ came a second time into my life. This time, I am beginning to understand. I came to realize that trials and patience in trials equip me with enduring power. Every morning, I offer to Jesus through Mary all my trials, sufferings and delays of the day. When delays, obstacles and disappointments come during the day, I try to remember the offering I had made in the morning and I ask for strength to cope. Because I anticipate trials, I am more prepared to meet them. Thank you Jesus.